Feb 08 2009
Disheartening
It’s hurtful- when you love somebody so much and you expect him to stand close to you and to support you, but he turned out to favour others who have no importance to our lives! I have told him repeatedly about this, but somehow or rather, he seems to think of me as the devil- as the bad person who wouldn’t help others. Enough is enough, there is surely a limitation to seek help from people, and if some people just don’t get it, we can’t be dumb enough to feed them every single day.
He did call a few times after the fight, but it’s no that easy to forget and pretend like everything is normal. Maybe for him it’s easy because he is heartless and he don’t bother about what I like. Why is it so dificult to say a ‘NO’? What’s wrong with him? To me, he’s just a plain idiot- that’s all.